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“ Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy. ” — Thich Nhat Hanh
The only way to grow and become better is to accept that there are people who know more than you, and that you can learn from them. You gotta accept that there’s always gonna people smarter and better and greater than you. It’s just the facts. I believe in equality and all, but I don’t think all people are equal. You have to treat everyone with respect, and acknowledge that there are always gonna be people who are way more successful than you. “Too soon we extinguish the flame of our hope." What he was saying is you can have the good life now. Too soon we extinguish that flame. You know when you're a little kid, you have all the hope in the world. But life tears you down for the most part. It's done it for every single one of us through the various traumas that life throws at us, and it turns us into haters. We become jealous and envious towards the people who have achieved greatness. That’s why I throw parties and have successful people over all the time. I’ve always wan
I don’t know about life that’s why God is making me experience it. I was living alone simple no one is hurting me. I was fine with my life. I was living my life or that is what i thought of. Until I left and went to Saudi. People hurt like never before. People used me abusively hurting my emotions. I thought of wanting to leave my life. Until I guess met him. I thought he loved me but not. He was never in love with me. I thought to myself I do love him so I prayed if he’d leave me, leave me a souvenir for me so that I can still live my life and not think about him anymore but he took me just like an orphan. Just to say he’s a responsible or that he has a responsibility to take because he made me pregnant or should I say I am pregnant. And now I have 3 children all girls with a bag of all of his words of wisdom or should I say insults and make my ego and pride lower than ever before. I am down. Until now he is still no in love with me as he said. Well I guess I said to myself I have to