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I couldn't believe that time has been running so fast, we already two daughters. We haven't enjoyed much together for a while, you seem to grow old too haha peace, and me too. I counted in just eight years of knowing each other we've been through a lot now and blessed by God with two makukulits. Still, I feel that I need to know more about you. I'm not that good in life and our circumstances taught me how to struggle how to live. I've learned that people will not care about you when you have nothing. That's why I pray to God to grant us more than what we have and yet it's not that easy. It's been eight years now I'm trying yo keep up. We've been struggling yet you still have the knowledge to be calm. At this rate I might not know what to do cause I'm not used to this often, I once encountered and don't want to come back again this kind of state. Good thing you're there to make me feel I don't have to worry, but I do feel you do sometimes. You make me feel that we still have something. And that our children. Still, when I see them they make me smile when I'm so mad at you. They make me laugh when all the time. They make me calm when i want o hate you and they remove my feelings of negativity bringing me back to happiness.  I don't know you yet that's why I want to know you more.  And I hope you would open up to me like a friend who talks to his friend. I know you don't like long talks I hope I can make it shorter. Thank you for the struggles thank you for the pain thank you for thank you for making struggle so that I would know how to live. I looked at my children how I've accomplished and incoming. We’re not finished yet. I pray on your birthday the change will come. 


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA

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